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so i have no pics b/c our computer is terrible and the new one is on the way:))) so sooner than later! anyway life w/ three is settling down and things are starting to see more normal! we have been sooo blessed w/ friends...we seriuosly have had meals straight for 5 weeks...this is the first week to cooking and has been good...the girls are big helpers...the only complaint is kyleigh seems to be colic...she screams most evenings so thankfully jansons hours are not terrible so we are able to pass her back and forth and get some relief:) once she falls asleep we are normally in the clear but getting her to sleep is quite the issue! other than that we are getting into the swing of things...i have started Hunger for Healing which is based to the 12 Step Program (celebrate recovery)...anyway i always knew i wanted to go through it again so am reading the book instead of actually commiting to meetings, ect w/ a new baby:) God has shown me so much freedom through step ONE...admiting i am powerless:) for some reason my sin constantly goes to wanting to control everything and me thinking I am God...He has def. shown me that I am not, HA, and until i let go He can not work fully or show me Joy, Peace..."His Fruits"!!! so that has been a huge blessing in chapter one...i daily have to lay it at the cross, my control, but so thankful he has given me that vision and some relief/PEACE in working on it:))))

Life w/ 3...

Finally finished Miss Kyleigh's room....Thanks MOM for doing all of her bedding and thanks DAD for all of your painting and hard work!!!!

So if anyone was wondering how life w/ three has been at the Head Household...it has been a blur:) fun, rewarding, challenging, entertaining, smiles, laughter, trying, confusion, but most of all blessed:) God has been constantly reminding me of Martha and Mary in the Bible...I am clearly Martha and really need to learn to SIT at Gods feet...All I keep seeing and thinking is "all" that needs to get done, who needs to be filled up/loved on, what needs to be washed, etc...God keeps reminding me that the day will go on and how prideful of me to think otherwise:) Mary was so wise in seeing this and i so long to be like her!!! He has especially shown this to me through my c-section. He has limited/taken away my ability to do things the way i "normally" do things and gave me eyes to see MY STRUGGLES! MY CONTROL...anyway Martha and Mary have been on my conscience daily...a good thing but a struggle to let things GO and live for today...these years/days go by so fast to get frusturated by the small stuff!

The girls are loving having kyleigh home...so much that they fight over who gets to hold her, put in her pacifier, etc...hope this continues!!ha